想

突而起来的感伤

只想，只想拥有不曾拥有的的待遇

只想，只想拥有想拥有的东西

I just wan to have it.. the thing I never have before

Dun like tie wit anything

Reality…

有时

可以不用那么的执着。。

或许，放下了可以得到比以往的多

放下，谈何容易。。

未来。。

可以吧？ 相信

如果

想着， 在想着

如果世界上有如果的话，会是怎么样呢？

看了以前的照片

如果彼此之间没有爱情的话，不会回到从前的那么要好？

如果我们现在还是朋友的话，会不会已经是无说不谈的好友呢？

如果我们彼此不曾相识的话，会不会就不会伤害到你？

如果我们彼此都还是陌生人，会不会因此而没有关联呢？

如果大家心里右把尺的话，能否量出彼此的距离？

如果真的彼此不认识，会不会比现在开心的多呢？

如果男女之间能没有情愫在的话,，会不会一切的一切简单的多呢？

世界上有一百个，一千个，一万个如果

真的有如果，每个人都不会伤心了吗？

事实总不是如此

为什么，为什么

彼此就不能有清清楚楚，干干净净的关系呢？

是不有时候真的想太多呢？

对你好并不代表什么，只是最普通不过的友情

男女之间，友情与爱情之间

真的能弄得清楚吗？

就算清清楚楚了，心里不会有疙瘩吗？

复杂的现实，简单的梦，一切的一切只是过云雨

彼此的友情会随着爱情而消失，不见！！

每个人都想回到最初，最初总是那么的美好，那么的单纯！！

最初的每个人都是开心的笑着，轻松的笑着

现在的彼此却是为难得对彼此笑着，心里的墙就因此慢慢的，慢慢的。。。

变得越来越高，一个很难跨越的高墙。。

当我们同在一起

我只想要大家能开开心心的，高高兴兴的

享受我们的岁月

一个人

最近很多人都问我为什么我总是一个人

每一次的每一次，我都会回答说因为我们不同时间上课

但是，每次都觉得其实不是那样的

朋友们之间与我已经隔起了一道很高很高很高的墙

有时，总想着要试着打破这道墙

穿越它，但，还是失败了

有人说，旧的不去，新的不来

难道是真的吗？

逃避，在逃避

有时候很想提起勇气，但还是失败了

或许是我想太多了

不同的角度都有不同的见解，又是事实不是自己想的那样

一个冰封了的墙，真的能打破吗？

真相能因此而知道吗？

虚伪的人太多了

保护自己以免再次被伤害

听过一句话

“冷漠　有時候並不是無情

只是一種避免被傷害的工具”

或许对你们冷漠会更好吧!

一切的一切

是开始还是结束，一切都是问号

如果我们彼此有1000步的距离

只要你向前一步， 其余的999步

我也会向你迈进

哪怕只有一步！！

冷漠

冷漠　有時候並不是無情
只是一種避免被傷害的工具

***
不想被伤害，
就是不愿意冒险，
宁愿活在自己的世界，
也不想别人分享他/她的喜怒哀乐

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after viewing win shi blog... feel touched wit this...

there was truely talk about me and my fren... mayb sumtime we r sked to get hurt...

sumtime think wanna to share happy, sad, angry or other else... but it cant find anyone to share it...

we are sked "fren" betray us... we SCARE!!

live in our own world... will not be hurt by anyone.. love myself.... love my family...

doesn't want anyone to hurt me...

but reality is not like that...

reality are cruel

jus as my fren said... everything u do, must protect urself....

than u will not get hurt anymore....

no ppl will help u...

U MUST HELP URSELF

so before anything happen to u, u must try harder to protect urself...

ppl will not not pity to u...

jus will laugh to u...

Between boys and girls, girls and girls, boys and boys

Girls and Girls

:might to hurt u quietly when u are truely treat her as fren

:just harness to reach a target

:jealous to u when u have alot of boys fren

:might to help u and support u all the way

Boys and Boys

:a war between them fight for a girl

:a best fren that can nvr fight jus because of a girl

Boys and Girls

: it jus a normal friend...

:might to be couple

:when reject the girl reject the boy two thing will happen to the boy

1)hate the girl

2)fren wit the girl

:jealoue when the girl they like talk to their enemy and dun wan to talk to them

might be very very good fren

friendship are two thing for me... 1 is can believe... and the other 1 is cant believe....

friendship at **P jus like a shit... especially of the two guy ant the girl... they thought their very pityful and the girl she jus thought herself very noble... but actually they are jus a childish and cheap ppl...

there will no longer between that... it jus stupid and long way for ur... RUBBISH FRIENDSHIP **P ***T

the true between reality and dream

some thing that better dunno than know...

all of the thing come through at the same time...

it is the real... or just a dream...

Friends...

Old Friend:
1。Loy Chun Weng
2。Heng Sze Ling
3。Tan Sze Hooi


Secondary skul

Best Best friend:

1。Lim Sin Yee (林欣仪)
2。Lim Huey Beng
3。Gan Hua Xiang

4。Siow Yen Loong

Best friend
1。Lim Hong Yee
2。Heng Jung Kiat
3。Wong Win Shi
4。Cecilia Raj
5。Yeap Siew Foong
6。Yap Choon Kiat
7。Lai Wai Man
8。Lai Wayna
9。Toh Siong Ying
10。Heng Mei Gie
11。Teoh Chen Yee
12。Le Soon Chun
13。Ong Kar Hong
14。Heng Song Chen
15。Sim Chiau Hong


Friends:

1。Chang Juinn Shyang
2。Gan Sze Vin
3。Heng Chin Se
4。Cheong Hui Lan
5。Tan Wen Tin
6。Teh Khai Chwin
7。Lim San San
8。Tan Li Chin
9。Tan Chee Lin
10。Sueh Hooi
11。Poh Ling
12。Zheng Hao
13。Hui Shen
14。Geok Ching
15。Qi Feng
16。Sere Sheang
17。Wei Hong
18。Boon Yee
19。Shee Wan


HICT Friends

Best Friends:

1。Yap Pei Ling

2。Gan Sing How

3。Vincent Tong Win Seng

4。Ashley Wong Yii Ying

5。Albert Loh Wing Hong

6。Kuan Chee Fong

Friend:

1。Yeoh Tsien Lee

2。Angellica Ling

3。Wae Yee

4。Desmond Ng Wee Chin

5。Yumiko Lui Wai Mun

6。Ruby Goh Bee Zuan

7。Jason Lim Yong Sheng

8。Jason Ng Chia Seng

9。Lee Woh Sheng

10。Elvina Chua

11。Lim Chong Heng

12。Desmond Yong

13。Lim Wee Onn

14。Ong Kar King

15。Mau Yu Xing

16。Tee Sher Teng

17。Yeow Boon Wei

Newest Friends

1。Ang Chee Shyang

2。Lee Yuan Qing

3。Francis

4。Yeong Kar Choon

5。Elson


*Pls forgive me that anyone I doesn't write in... Not u not my Friends... Just I forget to Write ur name inside...